Man, this week has been rough. The higher dosage of Clomid has all but killed me. I had a massive headache the first 4 days and after taking my last dose I was a mess. I was shaking, light headed, nauseous, and that headache had gotten worse. I had to have E come pick me up from work on Thursday, I could barely function. I slept pretty much all day… or tried to at least. Friday at work everyone started asking me WHY I was so sick. If I hear “Are you pregnant?” one more time I am going to cunt punt someone. And if one more idiot man asks me “Are you on drugs?” I am going to have a full blown fertility drug melt down on his ass. No, I am not pregannt & yes I am on drugs… but not the fun kind! 

Also, I am sick and tired of being sick and tired. I am so exhausted all of the time, emotionally and physically. I am sick of people commenting on the dark circles under my eyes or the constant yawning. No, I don’t need to get more sleep… I get plenty, 9+ hours a night. Endo has just sucked the life out of me. I feel like I am constantly waging a war against my body. I have no control over my body or my emotions and I am sick of it.

So in other news, I have my follicle scan Monday afternoon. I am praying for healthy plump follicles! After this round of Clomid, I cannot take another. This needs to be the month. It just has to be.



9 thoughts on “Drained

  1. Hugs.. I totally get what you are saying about the war against your body. It completely just drains you. That’s where I think my meltdown came from yesterday. Praying this is it for you as well. Thinking about you!

    • Thanks lady. It can only go up from here right?! At least this weekend was a nice relaxing break from the craziness of my week on Clomid! Hope yours was much better than your week too!

  2. Gross. Clomid is an awful little devil. And those symptoms are outrageous. Also, dear everyone, mind your own business!! I hope that this is all results in a great cycle, I really do, lady. Please get some rest this weekend.

    • Thanks girl! Clomid is evil!! I was fine the first couple months but this month was just too much…. Seems like more and more girls are popping up pregnant on here, here’s to hoping you all rub off on me! 😉

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